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Sunday, January 16, 2005

Just threw out my secondary and jc notes,tests,tutorials...
if i had a choice i'd like to keep all of them for old times sake.
obviously i'd never use them again.. esp after i go to melbourne..
but they are the only things from the past that won't change...
they help me remember what it felt like at different points in life , the things that happened and what i used to be like.
i don't want to forget any moment in my life..
but, holding on to so many memories can be such a burden.
people tell me im too sentimental for my good..
always reminiscing..
well, since im clearing out stuff that i use to hoard, perhaps its time to discard certain memories for good...
save the space for better memories to come...
maybe i shouldnt fear the future so much..
i should spend my energy working towards my dream future instead of dwelling on what i can't change..
who knows, one day i may actually be thinking back and be glad that everything happened the way it did...
the only regret would be not knowing what things might have been.


wished at 11:08 PM

Friday, July 30, 2004

 
 
SOMEDAY

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists

And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow

gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway

We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong

just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow

gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[Solo]

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong

just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow

gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

wished at 6:42 AM

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

ooh. im so out dated. haven't blogged for over a month... but quite pointless to blog...
haha...
as if anone will read this...esp now that the stupid guestbook is dead...
just suddenly had this urge to blog cos im listening to a song that i haven't listened to for a long time...
feel sad ..uni's starting... so fast..im still where i've started... haven't moved on much... haven't done much..
hai.

wished at 6:34 PM

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